Thursday 24 December 2015

Bittersweet

It has been 18 months since Justin finished treatment and I am thrilled to say that he remains cancer free!  He had his regularly-scheduled quarterly MRI, chest x-ray and blood work earlier this month and all was normal.  Even his kidney and liver function levels have normalized.  What a wonderful Christmas present for us all!

The year has been a wonderful one for us, but for many others we have met along Justin's journey it has been very tough.  In 2015 we lost four young cancer warriors that were very special to us.  So it is  somewhat bittersweet celebrating Christmas this year.  We are blessed to have all of our children with us but for these four families, they have an empty spot in their hearts this year as they go through one of the many 'firsts' without their precious child.  I can't imagine.  My love and prayers go out to all of them.

Justin's next round of tests will be in March.  I am feeling more and more confident that he will be okay.  I can't really explain why.  I just sort of feel like God is telling me, "Don't worry, I got this."

With much to celebrate, I am taking time to reflect on the meaning of this season.  God sent His only son for us so that we may have eternal life.  What better gift could there be!  My prayer for you is that you can do the same.

Have a wondrous Christmas and all the best in 2016!